I'm headed out tomorrow, wicked early, for NYC. Trade show fun...and not of the scrapbooking kind. Bummer. One would think that a cosmetics/beauty trade show would be glamorous. Uh, not so much.
So, until then...here's an unaired episode of sorts. It's a blog entry that I wrote on the plane last Thursday...the day after I got the Masters call.
9.7.06
It's maddening to be writing this blog entry on a plane. Not knowing - wondering - if the announcement will be made today. One of the rare days that I'll have NO internet access.
I was walking on air all day yesterday. Higher than high. Talking a mile a minute. Constantly refreshing the boards to see if anyone knew. Any hints. Anything. Today - flights to Cleveland and Columbus to collect my thoughts.
And in doing so, I have tears welling up in my eyes. Yep, sitting here in 14A, about to bawl like a baby.
I'm a freakin' Master.
This was my first major contest. I didn't enter to win. I entered for the rush. I was on the sidelines for HOF last year, cheering Karen on...and on call day, I envied the rush of anticipation. I craved that buzz. So, when the Masters contest was posted, I had to go for it. And I went for it with all I had. I sketched layouts in meetings @ work. Bribed my kids (and husband) to let me take their pictures. Soaked up the inspiration of current & past Masters and saw how their individuality shown through. And I enlisted the support of a few trusted scrapbooking friends to give me feedback along the way.
I said to Kelly that I was an underdog for this contest - heck, I was UNDER the underdog. I'm a working, divorced & remarried Mom of two older kids who don't always do cute things. I scrapbook late at night, fueled by coffee & dark chocolate m&ms. I take pictures with a point & shoot digital and a film SLR. On auto. I had Rob take a picture of my tattoo for this contest. My tattoo for crying out loud. I'm nowhere near as cute & witty as most of the girls out there. They were likely having a moment of insanity when they chose me.
But damn, i'm glad that they did.
I am out of adjectives to describe the feelings associated with this. And I think that this buzz will last for quite some time.